Alguien que sea muy bueno en ingles y me ayude en una traduccion?

Dear diary today I feel very sad because my grandfather this hositalizado , my mom called me that we were to visit with my sister , so that we did.

He was interned in the clinic san rafael , when I arrived I felt a little frightened to think that could sr something deadly , but not pay attention to that and between the lay and looked very weak , seeing see so fill me with sadness but simlemente I gave encouragement to to make you feel better.